No more

No more
Searching for words,
Each Needless clash of blades
leaves another cut on the skin,
Needless lacerations.

Tired, weak and lost, one continues,
To search for words to set things right,
Left open to interpretation, selflessness
is selfish, despondent, a failed light.

Now I won't fall for it... your cruel trap,
... is just another attempt to drive me insane,

These words carry false feelings, these remnants
of a butchered ego, they sound so vain.

There are blinds on the window, and blinded
I listen, lifetimes have passed since I last heard rain.

This silence,
I find,
has always carried the answer,
I have
Little to lose, but nothing to gain.
And no reason to endure this pain.